“Take a picture it'll last longer”
She came into this world screaming. Cut from her mother’s womb. Over due and lungs full of pneumonia. Her poor parents were scared and too young.
Puberty hit hard. She traded her skinny jeans for a back brace. School was torture. An outsider looking in. She wasn’t the pretty one or the nice one. She didn’t do rules, so trouble followed.
Got a job. Met him. He looked at her. He really saw her. He excepted her. She couldn’t be without him. He became her sunlight. Her salvation. She loved him. He loved her. They needed each other. Her soul tripled, bringing life, that she now protects. She keeps it all at a distance, not understanding why.
She doesn’t know her parents. They don’t know her. With no connection to this world, she goes on. She tries to make her life. Her instincts are strong, good and bad. She struggles, puts on a smile. She repents and prays. She tries to follow her path, not knowing where it leads.
Can a person with no specific specialness of any kind really make a blissful life? Can greatness come from nothing? Does love find it’s way to the person who needs it the most? Will she ever find that peace in her heart that will make it all ok?
She’s a fighter. Too spirited to give up. She stands. Searching, asking and waiting. So much more of everything to share with the only ones that matter. From all the bad, will she ever find the good?
I beleive you have found the good. It surrounds you like a warm hug. Now you just have to recognise in yourself what James and Sarah and Maggi and I have seen all along. Don’t you understand how very special you are? James has always been very particular and specific about what he wants in life and you are the heart to his soul. Accept that. Accept that we all find you warm and loving and funny and a perfect piece to this family. You possess quite a specific specialness to me…you have made me examine my role as a mom and try to accept how life is and where it takes us…you make my son happy everyday. Although my contact with my children is not what I want it to be I am ever grateful that each of them has someone so special in their lives like you are with James. I have told you before…you are the daughter of my heart and I love you.
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I love you.
jmathias said on February 12 2010